Archive for August 22nd, 2005

22
Aug

.:: People : Friends : Life ::.

:: Listening … “Untitled” by Simple Plan ::

I drove all the way from K.L. to Kluang (Johor) since early in the morning (4:30am) and not getting any sleep at all, so I am completely exhausted and sleepy at the moment. I can hardly keep my eyes open anymore, but there are work to be done and training to complete. Trying really hard to pry my eyes open so I won’t fall flat on the table and snore away.

This is the sixth week that I am in Kluang (and still counting), and I hate to travel so far (and so long) away from home and from my girlfriend, my boy boy (my shih tzu). But I got to earn a living so what’s the choice left?

I was watching the MV the other day on the Simple Plan website and it touched my heart and soul. It was about a sudden change in life, a devastating change that will change our life forever. Be it a mistake or not, don’t we all deserve a second chance. Unfortunately, life likes to play a cruel game with all of us and we are always denied the second chance. So while we are at it, we should try our very best to treasure what we have, and treasure the people around us. If a person who doesn’t treasure your friendship because of some silly reasons (or for no reasons at all), then screw it. You might as well as just move on with your life and look for friends that will treasure you. That’s why I treasure all my friends around me, and I also treasure my girlfriend, Maria, with all my heart and soul while trying to love her, protect her and pamper her as much as I can. (Besides, its a complete waste of time trying to figure out those weird people while you don’t even have enough time to love the people you care most)

People are really funny sometimes. We just cannot figure out what’s in their minds because sometimes their theories can be so skewed that anyone who can understand them should be locked up in a mad house. For me, I treat friends with sincerity and good faith/intention, but then some people can just walk away without any good reason. Well, at one point people can get really close together to be good friends, but then after a day, there won’t be a single word of exchange between them.

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Sometimes life is not perfect. But we have to know what we should treasure in life, and learn how to appreciate what we have right now instead of dreaming of the things that we don’t have.

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“Untitled”

I open my eyes
I try to see but I’m blinded by the white light
I can’t remember how
I can’t remember why
I’m lying here tonight

And I can’t stand the pain
And I can’t make it go away
No I can’t stand the pain

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Everybody’s screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I’m slipping off the edge
I’m hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again

So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can’t explain what happened
And I can’t erase the things that I’ve done
No I can’t

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

22
Aug

My first time

Lately there are a lot of raves about blogging, so I just thought of catching up with this new trent and try to start writting my very own blog. So here I am, my very first blog…




 

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